February 24, 2019

Just spent the weekend in Dallas with my mom and sister

Going home to an empty house but with a full heart.

I fully realize I am in a different place in my life, but it is not one I would want to change. You see, I love being with people and engaging in multiple ways. However, a time to refresh is always needed. Being by myself and reflecting has become a part of me. I need to make sense of where I am, was doing, and how the day went.

I thoroughly enjoyed my time in Dallas and learned so much about family as well as got a better idea of how I fit into the space I have been given.

I seriously thought about not going, but it was not about me. This was about my mom being able to see, touch, and talk to me. I’m learning there are times I have to make sacrifices not because I have too much or am selfish, but because someone else would be blessed by that sacrifice. Whether it is time, money, attention, emotional support, others need it from you because you are the trusted and secure realm.

My eyes are opening as well as my heart.

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